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to do - remember [15 Sep 2009|12:32pm] gas laundry unpack phone bill car insurance car payment grocery shop corridor w/ wade & danielle - wed housewarming party - fri money for howl at the moon - sat money for suspendDC - sun money for kmdm - wed make travel arrangements for elesia for kmfdm pack up from moms house work pants button up shirts shelves liners move tv out - sell?     1 quack| quack at me

[24 Aug 2009|10:33pm] With lofty feelings, she is full of tenderness, sentimentality. Things do not always go her way. A meeting with a person who is either not free, too young or from a different family or social background means that living together will be done in the utmost secrecy while waiting for the chance to legalize the situation quietly, without any trouble. This state of affairs will make her melancholy. A lovely little family will result from this union. oh what the hell. the stars said it was so. and we did have a lovely little family. so what happened?!!! where does it say, he will up and change his fucking mind? quack at me

i would start from the beginning, but i don't feel like it. [24 Aug 2009|05:04pm] i miss you. i miss the way you feel. i miss the way you taste. i miss your scent. i miss your hugs and kisses. i miss the way we fit together so perfectly. i miss the way you make me laugh until i can't breathe. i miss falling in love with you everyday. i miss knowing i had a partner in crime. i miss making you dinner. i miss showering together. i miss how rubbing me with lotion always turned you on. i miss getting tattooed together. i miss waking up next to you. i miss your morning texts. i miss listening to you make music. i miss that look in your eyes. i miss your napping on the couch. i miss seeing you be cute with the kittens. i miss breakfast in bed. i miss everything. EVERYTHING about you. i feel like.... nothing. i can barely function without you. quack at me

3 [20 Nov 2008|09:39am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | on demand babble ] had trouble sleeping last night. went to bed around midnight, was really sleepy, had a little trouble falling asleep for as tired as i felt, and then woke up and tossed and turned for a while at some point, i dont know what time it was though because i cant see that far. lol woke up when boy got up for work, and felt awake, but wasnt ready to get out of bed, so i rolled around and slept til my alarm went off at 9. *shrug* didnt have a problem getting up. which.. is exciting. alot less pain the last two days too. which is really exciting. since that was a huge problem in getting out of bed. so, work yesterday, was a lot more tolerable than usual, it was boring as hell, but thats not unusual. i was having a hard time staying awake, since i was stuck in the fitting room, but as long as i bounced around or walked around i was fine. didnt have any nausea yesterday, probably due to taking pepto with my dose. so woot. i did have a funny feeling in my tummy though, like, that i would be nauseous if pepto wasnt so awesome. i didnt take the pepto this morning, cause its messing up my poo schedule. also my feet and legs didnt hurt when i left work. which. awesome. because they always do. im sooo sleeeeeepppyy... i found a project i really want to make, i saw it on hgtv this morning. sunburst mirror i think its neat. i really need to stop watching hgtv, cause i want to repaint and move everything!! but i dont have the money for any of that stuff. lol. well. paint. but i dont know what colors i want to do. and i dont have the furniture that is going in here yet. *sigh* im hungry.. veggie burger time! quack at me

P [17 Sep 2008|10:59am] is it fucked up that I put on house of 1000 corpses or devils rejects when I know I'm gonna fall asleep and I want something to sleep to..? 2 quacks| quack at me

P [10 Jul 2008|10:49am] testing. 4 quacks| quack at me

survey! [05 Mar 2008|08:36pm]  1. If your being extremely quiet whats it mean? that i dont feel like talking. 2. If someone hit you, what would you do? hit them back. 3. Do you still have feelings for your ex? god. kinda. 4. Have you ever had a one night stand? yes. 6. Last time you laughed? about 10 minutes ago. 7. Has anyone told you they missed you lately? yes. 8. Are you wearing any clothes that dont belong to you? currently no, but i have two things that were given to me. 9. Would you ever date your best friend (of the opposite sex)? been there. 10. Have you ever received sexy pics from someone? yes. im usually sending them tho. lol 11. Do you regret anything from your past? not really. 12. If you could seek revenge on someone would you? eeeeeh. probably not. 13. How do you react when people cry around you? it makes me sad, cause i dont know what to do. 14. Do you bump into someones arm if you want to hold their hand? no, i grab their hand. 15. Last argument? hrm.. dunno. nothing important. 16. Last Kiss? jason? and even that was a month ago. 17. Would you kiss them again? probably. 18. Are you jealous of this person? of jason? no. 19. Would you ever strip for money? if your willing to pay, then yes. 20. Do you have a crush? not really. 21. Do you know how to belly dance? no. 22. Are you in college? nope. 23. What are you listening to? halo 3. 24. Last Beverage? beer. 25. Last nap? monday. 26. Do you own a planner? yes. do i use it? no. 27. Favorite month? april, october. 28. Would your parents be mad if you got someone pregnant/if you were? dissapointed, but id abort the mission. 30. Would they be mad if you were bi? bi? no. 31. What are you doing Saturday? working. 32. One person who did/does the nicest things for you? no one really. 33. Friend most like you? sean. 34. Kiss on the first date? i have. 35. Are you a slut/man whore? i thought i was, but danielle says im not, and that means, im not. ohyeah. 36. Fav color? pink. black. blue lately. 37. Are you racist? i hate everyone. 38. Excited for anything? my birthday, kinda. 39. Ever had sex with two different people in ONE day? yes. at seperate times, and at the same time. woo! 40. Last time you were confused? its what i do most. 41. If you could cuddle with anyone right now who would you pick? foobert. wtf happened to 42-44????? 45. Have you ever done something behind your best friends back and never told them but know that they know? i dont think so. 46. Will you ever? probably. sorry. 47. Rent a movie or go to movies? either. 48. Been to mexico? nope. 49. Own a gun? id like the gun that shot jack ruby. 50. Happy with life? well, i not really unhappy with it either. quack at me

[20 Feb 2008|02:53pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | nada surf - stalemate ] im thinking i dont like you. and im thinking the reason why, is because  your a lot like me. you need more attention though. the difference between us is that i dont need to be the center of attention. maybe sometimes, but not like you do. seriously though... shut up. quack at me

tattoo [14 Feb 2008|10:33pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | alkaline trio - sun dials ] hooray! i got an alkaline trio heart tattoo yesterday, and im really happy about it, it turned out great! i psyched myself out all day, cause i knew it was going to hurt, so i whined alot, sorry. uuumm. really uneventful valentines day this year, even work was extra boring. *shrug* didn't really expect any different. quack at me

boys are stupid anyway. [09 Feb 2008|02:58am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | alkaline trio - sorry about that ] im excited that i keep seeing boys and thinking they are cute. i havent looked at someone and found them attractive in 2 years. yes! quack at me

woohoo [09 Feb 2008|02:25am] [ mood | buzzed ] [ music | alkaline trio - clavicle ] hooray! i went out with jenny and nate and their friends, to celebrate his birthday! i had fun. im really glad that i went out. i really miss jenny. wade proposed to danielle. thats cute. i really hope its not because he thinks it will fix everything though. i mean, its not like things are wrong, but from the outside, they dont seem like forever... i dunno. im happy for them, if thats what they want. myself however, that is not what i want. im having fun. i think i want to break someones heart though. ..... just once. it would be new. quack at me

hooray [08 Feb 2008|02:08pm] [ music | xiu xiu - hello from eau claire ] for making an ass of myself. quack at me

dumb. [05 Feb 2008|02:37am] [ music | boxcutter - glyphic ] lame. i havent lost as much weight as i thought i did. my wrists look thinner, wtf is that? why not someplace good. like. .my face? quack at me

been stuck in my head all day. [02 Feb 2008|02:54am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | rise against - swing life away ] Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up? Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck? Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost? I'll show you mine if you show me yours first Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words We live on front porches and swing life away, We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I'll slave till the end, I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow I've got some friends, some that I hardly know But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go quack at me

today [01 Feb 2008|07:55am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | radiohead ] today was a pretty good day. matt came to visit me at work! which was awesome, cause it was pretty much the most boring day EVER. we need to hang out though. i went to fells point and met up with pearl and his friends. that was fun. im glad i went out. i gotta stop drunk texting people though. haha. and then at about 3am, i went to see my favorite insomniac. :) we were nerds and played video games all morning. and.. its 8am, and im going to bed. quack at me

.... [01 Feb 2008|01:36am] [ mood | giddy ] i have the biggest crush on someone ever. i just wanna explode everytime we talk. *sigh* 2 quacks| quack at me

? [01 Feb 2008|01:34am] [ mood | curious ] [ music | kmfdm - d.i.y. ] how come everyone has given up drinking, now that ive decided i like it? 2 quacks| quack at me

my tummy hurts [14 Jan 2008|02:19pm] I <3 SUPER MARIO GALAXY. the end. quack at me

stupid [12 Jan 2008|10:00am] im just all kinds of stupid lately. i havent done anything wrong, but i sure do keep saying things that are going to get me in trouble. its funny that i can't talk to one, without talking to the other. and that i havent in months, and my stomach has been in knots for days now, and im just a stupid girl and they are just stupid boys. and thats all they ever will be. our timing has always been off. i do still owe you a brand new colony. quack at me

knots. [10 Jan 2008|11:30pm] AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. quack at me

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